The plan

Everyone has a plan - or so it seems! :p  Mine is getting more shaped every day. I'll give you the keypoints in a THINGS TO DO LIST:

1. MOST IMPORTANT: BE HAPPY!
2. FAMILY
3. GOOD HEALTH
4. KICK A.S.S. MY INTERNSHIPS
5. LEARN EVERYTHING THERE IS TO KNOW ABOUT MOVIES
6. ENGLISH UPGRADE
7. DRIVING LICENSE
8. FINDING THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
9. BECOME PRODUCER/DIRECTOR/SCREENWRITER AFTER LFS
10. LIVE IN LONDON
11. BE SOMETHING SIGNIFICANT IN THIS WORLD
12. CHANGE SOMEONE'S LIFE

That's it for now. But I'm sure more will come! You can count on that! ;)

Love always, V

NEW DREAM

Big day(s)

Today or tomorrow my parents will finally give me their answer if I can go to LA and pursue my dreams! I'm sending out a wish and prayer so they'll realize how much I care about this! I was born to be in the film business! I was born a dreamer! I was born this way!

You know - sometimes you have to reach for the moon. If it doesn't work out we still might end up in the stars!

Love, Veronica

My life is a rollercoaster

Turnaround, every now and then I get a
little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
       

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever

And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together

We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Turn around bright eyes

Long way to go

Mythological riddle

Yesterday, the gods dined together. The war seems to be over. As a romantic I was destined to be Venus. Even the first two letters of our names match. Is this destiny or what?! :p The question that keeps running trough my mind: Who's my Hymenaios? Is it Appollo? If, yes - will Artemis be okay with it? She seemed fine yesterday... Or is every man just Mars for me?

Love, V

Some things are written in the stars

Written in the stars

A million miles away

A message to the main

Seasons come and go

but I will never change

and I'm on my way!

(Tinie Tempah - Written in the stars)

Love, V

Writing is my salvation

I'm so freaking tired of people who treat me badly. Just now a guy I've known for years, turned his back on me - FOR NO GOOD REASON! I know - it says more about them than about me. But then I wonder, when is it ever going to end? ANSWER: never. :(

Writing is for me more than a future. It's my destiny, my salvation. I'm not writing my novel, just because I love doing it more than anything. A part of me clings on it because it offers me the chance to proof the world that I can do something. That it's my full right to be here.

So everytime - like now - someone treats me in a way that's hurtful, it gives me immense motivation to keep working on my novel and to keep writing. To make them see it's them who are making a big mistake. Because I know that if I keep climbing, maybe one day I'll reach the top. If I'd give up - they would win.

Harriet Tubman once said:

"Every dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember you have within you the strength, the patience and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world."

Those words give me much strengh. Don't give up and never stop dreaming!

Love, V