Goodbye: this time for good?

Grateful

I guess I should be grateful. Except for my lovelife (surprise, surprise), my life is finally going pretty well. I feel more welcome with my old friends. I get the seminars that I want and I get a compliment almost every day at my internship. However, as I am a hopeless romantic to the core, I still feel a whole in my life. It's not getting any bigger, which would be a good thing if I could imagine the possibillity.

The next video describes exactly how I feel. Weird, as I normally hate (no offense) dance music like this.

Love, V

But who is the right you??

Excuses

My mom keeps on finding the most stupid excuses to keep me here. More and more I feel like I'm imprisoned in my old life. I finally might have an opportunity to reach the life I've always wanted to live. Her demands are so unreasonable. The problem is my dad will probably second her. A few days ago she promised me to talk it over with my father - but now I think she's just strectchng time before the big NO! Why is she doing this to me? Why can't she just support me? Why can't she let me go and set me free?

All I want to do is cry, but I know I need to stay strong. She hasn't said no yet. I'm assuming she'll say that I can go under severe conditions that seem impossible!!

The next video is Katy Perry's firework. It always gives me so much strengh whenever I feel down and unmotivated. So thanks Katy!!!

Love, V

Get it right

You are the only exception

Not (yet) a fan of the show. But I love this song and the way Finn looks at Rachel! So cute! ;)


Love, V

My life is a rollercoaster

Turnaround, every now and then I get a
little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
       

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever

And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together

We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Turn around bright eyes

Some things are written in the stars

Written in the stars

A million miles away

A message to the main

Seasons come and go

but I will never change

and I'm on my way!

(Tinie Tempah - Written in the stars)

Love, V

Someone like you

Strange. But this immediately makes me feel beter. :-) I'm a neurotic today but the day after tomorrow (20/05/2011) sort of feels like D-day. But I guess you'd have to be me to understand. ;-)

Love, Veronica.

Alejandro Manzano

You might be wondering who Alejandro Manzano is. In my personal opinion you must be an alien or at at least have lived on a different planet for the last few years. Alejandro is the lead singer of Boyce Avenue. One of my favorite bands. The reason I mention him now is because...

You see I've just read his FB-page and every time I do that I feel happy. A boy might have broken my heart, I might have just received a bad score on an important exam or be in a fight with one of my best friends. He and his fans (my fellow BA - groupies) always cheer me up.

Not only make those people, who post every day on his page, me feel like part of some family. Alejandro gives me the feeling that they're are some true, passionated and kindhearted people in this crazy world. So thank you. I genuinely hope to meet him some day and talk about life. Grab some pizza and share life philosophies and stuff, you know? ;)

Here is the video of the cover by BA of Katy Perry's firework and Teenage Dream. The first one always gives me courage, energy and inspiration. The second I selected for the simple reason that the first time I heard it - I got goose bumps all over my body. Enjoy!

Love, Veronica