My life is a rollercoaster

Turnaround, every now and then I get a
little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
       

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever

And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together

We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Turn around bright eyes

Vanity Fair

I would LOVE to be in a vanity fair shoot one day. I think it would be absolutely fabulous!! :D
Just look at these ridiculous beautiful pictures!!!

Love, V

Wishing you were here

Long way to go

Spark

Today I went to see a movie with Artemis. She might in fact be the one who controls my love future. Appollo clearly likes me. He wants to be around me. Which is a good sign right? But I think I might have screwed it up again. Apparently, in love, you don't have to be compassioned all the time. When you can be with the person you want - you go for it. You don't consider the well-being of others. Definetely when it's not necessary! :s

Anyways. We went to the movies with other mythical creatures. Indeed, no goddeses. They aren't friendly enough yet to deserve the title. It could have gone better. But I guess I shouldn't have expected more after almost two years of isolation. I feel with Hercules. By some evil demon he was dragged into a place where he didn't belong. He was after all son of THE god, Zeus. But then again, at the end, he wanted to stay Human. Is my place there too? Would I truly be happier if I stopped trying to be Venus?

It seems unthinkable. I just want things like they used to be. Go back in time and fix everything.

There's something between Appolo and me. He seems happier than usual. But I just don't understand. Am I truly Venus, a godess. Or is that just some pipe dream? I like Appolo more every day.

I don't know if that's a good thing. There's a spark between us. But I'm afraid I've put it out now... He seemed rather sad when he saw I wasn't following. He seemed lost. The last thing I want is to break his heart. He means too much for me.

Please. Every exisiting god - help me! Please - give me a sign that the spark is still there. It's all I need - because one spark can lead to firework!

Love, Veronica

Mythological riddle

Yesterday, the gods dined together. The war seems to be over. As a romantic I was destined to be Venus. Even the first two letters of our names match. Is this destiny or what?! :p The question that keeps running trough my mind: Who's my Hymenaios? Is it Appollo? If, yes - will Artemis be okay with it? She seemed fine yesterday... Or is every man just Mars for me?

Love, V

Jealous

Two very good friends of mine have become recently a couple. Though I'm genuinely happy for them, I can't help to be green eyed jealous. The girl, Luna, is one of the sweetest girls I've ever met and Jake one of the sweetest guys. I think they're great together. But for me it's kind of hard to accept it. Not because I don't think they deserve to be happy. Because I do...

It's just that... I want that picture on facebook where a guy kisses me like he's deeply in love with me. I want his arms around me during a concert. Holding my hand on the street. Become dizzy when I smell him or hear his voice.

I guess there must be something wrong with me. Otherwise I wouldn't be alone after all this time.

Love, V