Jealous

Two very good friends of mine have become recently a couple. Though I'm genuinely happy for them, I can't help to be green eyed jealous. The girl, Luna, is one of the sweetest girls I've ever met and Jake one of the sweetest guys. I think they're great together. But for me it's kind of hard to accept it. Not because I don't think they deserve to be happy. Because I do...

It's just that... I want that picture on facebook where a guy kisses me like he's deeply in love with me. I want his arms around me during a concert. Holding my hand on the street. Become dizzy when I smell him or hear his voice.

I guess there must be something wrong with me. Otherwise I wouldn't be alone after all this time.

Love, V